tell me where it hurts
disclaimer: senti ako ngayon kaya pagpasensyahan na ang entry ko ngayon..ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko simula nung di na ako nakakapagblog. did you feel once in your life na sobrang down na kayo? ung kahit tumatawa ka na, nararamdaman mo parin ung pain? no one knows how this pain is killing me. tinatry ko maging masaya but when evrybody's gone, you feel very lonely. i had been through almost everything. i sacrificed even my own happiness for others sake. naiinggit ako sa ibang tao na nakukuha nila lahat ng gusto nila sa buhay. pera, masayang pamilya, magandang trabaho at minamahal. kala ko sa pelikula lang nangyayari ung pagiging "miserable". di pala. naalala ko tuloy ung dating text na finorward sakin, which one would you chose, meeting someone whom you'll love then lose him or not meeting him at all? i tried the best i can to keep it, but i don't know if it was really meant to be or if it's just not this time. pasensya na, wala talaga akong mapaglabasan ng sama ng loob at hinanakit this time. napag-initan ko lang tong blog ko. haaay....
posted @ 2:52 PM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
through the years..
tag-tag-an na! this came from airwind twenty years ago.. i'm two years old then, my brother came to this world. umiinom ng am pag walang gatas. heheheheh!!!
fifteen years ago.. grade two na ako. tama ka airwind , un ata nung lumindol. umiiyak ako nun, kasi lahat ng classmate ko nakalabas na ng room, ako nageempake pa ng gamit. hinahanap ko pa ang mga lapis ko at nilalagay sa pencil case. ayaw kasi ng mommy ko na nawawala ang mga lapis at pambura ko. inaasikaso ko pa ang gamit ko habang lumilindol!!! di ko naman alam kung ano ung lindol at kung nakakamatay ba un.
ten years ago.. i just graduated from elementary. gustong gusto ko na magkaroon ng menstruation nun kasi halos lahat ng barkada ko nagkaroon na. gusto ko na rin maging dalaga! heheheheh!!! nagexam din ako sa manila science high school. pumasa ako nung first screening pero naeliminate sa second screening kaya sa public school dito malapit sa bahay ako napunta.
three years ago.. fourth year college. di pa graduating kasi 5years ang course ko. eto ung year na nakilala ko ang bf ko na ngayon ay xbf na. eto ung year na lagi ako nanonood ng sine kasama ang movie buddy ko every other day. wala lang. trip lang.
yesterday.. nabasa ko ang tag na to at pinapagawa ako ni airwind ng ganito. heheheheheh!!! kahapon din ako nagkaroon ng maraming calls sa trabaho. nanood ng big brother at kinaiinisan ko si say! ang arte sobra! at si chix! feeling maganda!
today.. ginagawa ko tong tag na to. nakapagsalita ako ng tagalog word while on call. badtrip! nagkaroon ako ng sup call pero luckily, na de-escalate ko.
tomorrow.. day off ko. yehey! pwede na ako matulog hanggang 11am or even 12pm! magliliwaliw sa internet at magbablog ulit.
next year .. malamang nasa sykes pa rin. sana nakaipon na ng pera. at sana may bf na uli. ehehheheh!!!
five-ten years from now.. sana pinapractice ko na ang profession ko. sana nasa ibang bansa din ako nagwowork and financially stable. sana may car na din ako by that time. ambitious di ba?
e ikaw? tag-tag-an na!!!!
posted @ 11:00 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
hello people!!!
NOW I'M BACK!!! it's been a long time since i posted. my pc is now ok. my friend just reinstalled the OS yesterday. thanks to him.well, i got many stories to tell. it's been a month, i had been very silent. hehehehhehe!!! i've been working for over a month now in the call center. (wala pa rin akong nalilibre!!) it's because of the crisis! (palusot..) but anyway, my training has just finished last friday. i'll start my "real" work now. my shift is 7am. but i've to be on the floor by 6am 'cause i have to set-up my cubicle and pedestal. excited na ko! i'm sure i'll miss my co-trainees. they rock! we have different breaks, lunchbreak, shifts and day-offs now.
lst wednesday, i went to my previous work and saw my friends. laryuki, evie, jamie, ms fifi, aldous, chester, mico and others. i miss erwin. hoy patatas! magparamdam ka naman.. i miss these people to work with. but i know there will always be what you call moving on for you to improve not only careerwise but also financialwise.
i'll post my stories later when i get home.. miss you all!!! keep on bloggin'!!!
posted @ 4:23 AM
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