EAT ME

i hate to see you regress,

i wasn't there when you ingest

the pilled that called your name,

now you'll never be the same.

and it's sad to see you face

staring out at outer space:

wishing that you would smile again

or just tell me you're in pain.

-we share the same cup o' tea

but we sail different seas,

because i have lost my head;

you don't need to end up dead.

alice needs a helping hand,

i'm no cat in wonderland-

i just hope that you'd soon awake

from this nightmare or you'll break.

it's sad to blame it on fate-

i'm mad 'cause it's seems too late

to save ourselves from dreams,

ask salvation, -be redeemed.

but maybe we'll run into rabbit someday

and maybe you will not lose your head today.

just remember you were given a choice,

"Eat ME" was written; read aloud by your voice.

when i was in that state, i wrote poems or drew to vent out what i feel. my friends thought i was going to break down. good thing, i'm still alive. i want to share this poem i made,

SWEET BITTERNESS

Treasure a moment of my existence

For you might not have again my presence.

Keep alesson from my experience

For it might answer questions of your innocence.

I might not know everything

But i guess i have more than nothing.

If you think I'm not inspiring,

Then better tie me a rope and let me hanging...

sometimes, we don't know why we feel so bad, and thinks it's almost the end of our life. little did we know, there's something in store for us if only we keep our faith and will to move on. some people don't understand why there are people like me who experience depression. kala nila umaarte lang kami or nagpapapansin. ang hindi nila alam, we are trying to get out of the darkness that is wrapping around us. basta, di ko maexplain kung ano feeling. pero sana, kung may kilala kayong depressed, palawakin nyo pa ang pag-intindi.