SCARLET ILLUSIONS


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these scarlet beads
flowing down my cheeks
as i think of you

in this cold dark night
without anything
nothing...


these scarlet thoughts
swimming from my mind

to the empty space of
my tired heart
let me lay down
where i have to be laid...





About Me


capricorn. loves art. watches movies. mechanical engineer. up diliman graduate. female. 22. single. internet surfer. deviantart addict. blogger. dating sales agent.call center naman ngayon. painter wannabe. dating stageplay actress. nag-iinarte na ngayon. madaldal. makwento. makulit. nihonggo ga chotto wakarimasu. plays guitar. plays badminton. plays bowling. loves swimming.



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tell me where it hurts

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

disclaimer: senti ako ngayon kaya pagpasensyahan na ang entry ko ngayon..

ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko simula nung di na ako nakakapagblog. did you feel once in your life na sobrang down na kayo? ung kahit tumatawa ka na, nararamdaman mo parin ung pain? no one knows how this pain is killing me. tinatry ko maging masaya but when evrybody's gone, you feel very lonely. i had been through almost everything. i sacrificed even my own happiness for others sake. naiinggit ako sa ibang tao na nakukuha nila lahat ng gusto nila sa buhay. pera, masayang pamilya, magandang trabaho at minamahal. kala ko sa pelikula lang nangyayari ung pagiging "miserable". di pala. naalala ko tuloy ung dating text na finorward sakin, which one would you chose, meeting someone whom you'll love then lose him or not meeting him at all? i tried the best i can to keep it, but i don't know if it was really meant to be or if it's just not this time. pasensya na, wala talaga akong mapaglabasan ng sama ng loob at hinanakit this time. napag-initan ko lang tong blog ko. haaay....

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